i wait.

But if the object was not to stay alive but to stay human, what difference did it ultimately make? They could not alter your feelings; for that matter you could not alter them yourself, even if you wanted to. They could lay bare in the utmost detail everything that you had done or said or thought, but the inner heart, whose workings were mysterious even to yourself, remained impregnable.

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homecoming was last weekend, these are the results.also, Frances sucked so bad. I don't know why I didn't post this earlier.if anyone feels like climbing trees with me,gimme a call.cos it's kind of weird when it's just me.!

I'm lo...

I'm loving these metaphysical weekends you've been giving me. House shows and homecomings;Soy chai and brand new compilations,(not as tangible as you might think.) I'm just thankful that Emerson's got nothin' on us kids. and by that I mean, what do I do when I run out of clean clothes?!

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uhh, hey.this week has been awkward, I've been feeling weird lately.our project for history is to research a historical building in Pasco County.so I'm not really sure what I'm going to do it on yet.andhomecoming is on Saturday, I've never attended an RHS dance.it might be stupid, but at least I'll be in good company.my dress is pretty rad. and exciting! so come on over and we'll dance a little.oh, and there is a male counterpart missing,so if you fit that description,and feel like coming,give me a call.

wow, it ...

wow, it seems like it's been forever. maybe it has, i don't know.I spent my FridaySaturdaySunday with Morgan, as usual, and it was particularly nice.I think I should stop rating my weekends based on how much I do, or where I go, and judge them one who I spend my time with. In that case, my weekend was phenomenal, but you already knew that. <3Anyway, I feel stupid because this is.pointless, I mean.

and the cassette part of my new stereo stopped working today.

mom and I went to the mall today, and she was being a retard.And I told her so.And she walked away from me. I don't have a cell phone.So I walked around for a half hour looking for her, and even used the phone at Old Navy to try her cell. But it was off, lucky me. And I used the payphones to call my dad at home, so he could try calling her.And I sat in the food court with a cup of water, while old people watched me cry, because I was so angry with her.And I walked around some more, and finally found her outside of Gap.And she said "I had to get away, you made me so mad."And I said "you don't get to talk to me."And we have a really great relationship, my mom and I.So if anyone really wants to come hang out with me today, too bad.Cos I am grounded for telling the truth.

I'm wo...

I'm working on an essay about the human condition.And about how it's greater to be a better person within yourself,than to dominate our society's gender roles, or start a counter-revolution.But I don't even know if that's true.This is a ridiculous effort, but it's due in two days, along with more double spaced bullshit.oh, boy, we love summer work.